please pray for me. a strange spirit of depression is on me... well it's not exactly depression... just a lot of feeling of regret, frustration, and defeat that came out of nowhere. don't know why i'm feeling it. That's why i'm worried... there must be a reason why.

The heaviness comes upon my back, and i don't know how to shake it off. somebody talk to me before i go insane in this puddle of stress. the worst part of it is that the stress doesn't really need to exist, and i'm not sure if it even does... yet i feel it.

hm... it's weird. maybe it's God telling me something... or maybe it's an attack. Well, hopefully tonight at prayer meeting i'll get some answers... i need to rediscover the voice of God.