you know... it's been a little disappointing.
Coming back from college, i hoped i could get a break from drama in SD for a while and get a breath of mature, drama-less friendship again. But i made the mistake of not maintaining. So now i'm stuck alone at home.  I hate how i always mess up friendships one way or the other. Well, it's not your fault daniel. But it is my fault.
 
Anyways, i'm going through this bible study this summer on community. Actually i'm leading it. And the worst part, is that when i finally get to teach on it, i have lost all sense of it. Maybe this is how God wants it. He wants me to know what it feels to lack community so that i know how to value community. Or maybe God simply wants to demonstrate His power by creating community in the most uncommunity kind of of situation... whatever it could be, before i confuse myself to death, it's in God's hands.