this is kind of a hard idea to articulate, but the thought's been bouncing around in my head the whole day, so i suppose i should attempt to articulate it.

i was talking to a friend today, and he said something very interesting. one of the clearest tests of a guy's confidence is if they fall in love with a g1rl and decide to tell her, and she rejects him. How he reacts to that rejection shows not only the amount confidence in his identity, but his confidence in God, that he has a plan for him.

so would i be satisfied being rejected? i haven't in the past. Maybe it's time to start changing that and learning to have confidence in myself and in God.

ok that was a horrible attempt. hopefully it's understandable to you, becuase i understand it much less now that i tried to write it out. maybe my friend's a complete idiot.