i really feel like writing... i really feel like pouring out.... but when i look inside, it's confusing. It can't be translated onto paper or computer screen. I don't know what it is. I don't know what to make of it.

GOD I NEED YOUR LIGHT.
burn away these doubts
burn away these regrets
burn me away...

and i want to soar again
I want to fly on wings unhindered

there's a leash that's been thrown around my neck
It won't shake off, i can't chew it off...

it being around my neck, i don't even know what it looks like
what is this bane that has clawed on my back?

give me a wall to back into...
crush this curse...