how long...
how long, o God, must i be under this ?
how long, o God, will this seperate me from You?

You say your love has no boundaries...
How come it seems that i keep making boundaries
and it feels like You can't break through?

Come and break through these walls
Come and break through these fortresses of sin and guilt

I want to know freedom more than on a weekly basis...
Break me out of this weekly cycle of freedom, then failure...

I'm tired of this take two steps, take one step back.
Why can't I just take one step at a time?
So many times, in fact, it feels like taking one step, and taking two back...

I can't see through the lies...
I can't find the truth...

the truth of Your love...
it eludes me.

i'm tired of cheapening this love, this grace
I just want to give up sometimes and give up looking for it,
because it feels like i cheapen it with each new discovery of it

Is your love really limitless?
and if it is, How can i come to a realization of that without destroying it with my selfishness?

or maybe i give myself too much credit.
If this love really is limitless, what can I do to change it?

But if it really is limitless, why haven't I changed?

help me to understand...