a work in progress:

A Dream

I had a dream about you once

Amazed that such a beauty was in my mind

There was a fire in your eyes

And vulnerability that’d make my legs shake

When your gaze fell upon my face

I was scared you’d see the insecurities within

But when our eyes did meet

The fear itself melted out of my heart

But now

I’m waking up

And it was only a dream

I wish I’d never waken up


And I can’t get you out of my head

The dreams are fine until I’m faced with reality

And now my heart stands still

I don’t know what to do with these feelings inside

I’ve never let myself feel like this

A mixture of joy pain and anxiety

And when I see you I wanna hide

But I always end up right next to you

Face to face with your reality

All my dreams of you all fail to compare

My depth of field becomes so shallow

When you’re around, you’re the only thing I see