man, i've forgotten how good a deep bible study is. Man, it feels great to think about God. Geez, i've forgotten what it means that we've cheapened God's grace.

dangit. look what i accidentally did. I was just tapping each lamp cuz i was bored, and then i hear a creak on one of them... and it fell. I'm not fibbing!! good thing i caught it. But that was bad too. I was standing there for a few minutes, not knowing what to do. I tried putting it back up, but it wouldn't stay up... it would just creak back down... so in the end i decided the best thing to do was to leave it on the ground... hahahahaha. i went back and took a picture with it because i didn't have a camera. fortunately, it still works. even though it's not standing anymore. Don't go telling the UCSD deans...



i tried to fix it.

fiRE!

there's been too many hints at something!
God! I give up! what's going on???

haha sometimes i hate not seeing the whole picture. But this part of the picture is still so stunning and beautiful. God, give peace to my restless and anxious heart. Thank you for your never ending ability to put me in awe and confusion...


man it's been like those glowing waves*... darkness everywhere but where every ounce of light seems blocked, there comes a shimmer from the crests of the waves... the glory of God is pounding on these shores... but most of it remains hidden to my eyes....

*the waves glow in SD! i've seen it! it's so cool! read about it here!

God is so at work here...

dang, my lack of writing experience these last two years is limiting my ability to express what crazy things are happening here... Even if I were able to express it, i can't fully even grasp this crazy thing that's happening down here.

all i know is the Holy Spirit is gathering warriors to UCSD- something is stirring in the heavenlies. I want to say it's this feeling i'm having, but it's more than that. It's as if i can feel the wind of which God is blowing that is guiding people divinely to this campus. dang it... i can't explain this. This is too trippy.

God, I cry out that you move. I don't know what you have planned, but i know it's going to be wild. Prepare our hearts for the battle you are gathering us to. Keep our eyes on the prize and let not our eyes be corrupted by the distractions of this world. Raise up your army, and let a battle cry ring forth through this land. Jesus, bring glory to your name.

amen.

I am the king of lock outs!!! yay!

college is boring.

I can't wait to have some form of stress.

how sorry is that?

hahahahaha

it's hard to be an extrovert. i'm tired. switching back to introverted mode for the night!! goodnight!

man God is good.

I just wrote a long blog about some real crazy things God's been telling me
but it got deleted.

so poo.

but praise God. He made poo :)

so confused... because i'm so busy.

I need some time to just sit and listen to GOd speak. Everythings been so hectic. I need to get back to a lifestyle of listening and obedience. God, give me discipline. I don't want to forget you. I need to hear your voice. please.

Guard my heart from the trap of loneliness and the cycle of self condemnation


amen

oh yeah, today's my bday

happy birthday daniel.

hahahahaha

bad day.

but fun.

but bad.

but yeah... funny.


hahahahahahahaha


i've so embarrased myself.

God?

could that really been your voice?

it's been so long. It's good to be home, hearing your voice again.

thankfully, i've deleted that depressing junk i had earlier. Sorry about that.

i'll be around, and you'll be square.

change sucks.
and it sucks to change.

but staleness sucks
and it sucks to be stale.

i'm standing at a standstill.

don't know what do do right now.
ithink i'm going to see dave king's saltwater tank. I'm going to hope it's amazing. He has some "nemos"(clown fish), supposedly.

and now i'm wondering. what am i going to do with my fishtank?