Today as i was worshipping... God showed me how far i've gone since junior high... how much i matured. Then he reminded me how much i still struggle today. There's so much he's taken me through already, but there's more he wants to change me in... the picture he gave me was that i was a little dot along a line... and the dot seemed to be halfway there... but the picture zooms out and shows it's only beginning...

How much more pressure can i take under the jaws of maturation? When will i truly be spiritually mature? probably never. And as i attempt at spiritual maturity, my childlike immaturity seems so much more easily slipping away... meaning i'm doing something wrong. If i was really maturing spiritually, i'd be becoming more like a child... anyways, enough of that ramble paragraph... it's been a hard night.