i need breakthrough

please pray for me as i am entering into a time of personal fasting.

I am needing direction in certain areas in my life, here is a snippetly summarized version of them:

1. Rest- i've been so busy that everything seems to go on autodrive. God! break this autodrive mentality! reveal your mercies and power new every morning! help me to contend!

2. Education abroad- is it the right time? God called me to UCSD to join the prayer movement here, before i even knew there really was one here. It's been amazing what's been happening. However, i feel like being gone for a year from that movement is not quite where God wants me... at the same time, i'm struggling if it's just me making excuses not to go out of fear. Pray that God will help me to act out of not fear of the world, but fear of God's will, and out of obedience

3. Relationships, community- been hard for me to plug in well these last few weeks, been hard to maintain and pursue phileo love.

4. Family- my grandparents who have not accepted christ, my mom's side of the family for reconciliation and salvation, and for my immediate family at home.

5. IPCC- for true unity to start occuring between fellowships on UCSD. Enough of this ineffective non-action... there needs to be BREAKTHROUGH! break the apathy among the fellowships in building a true community in the body of Christ!

6. find a good chinese church- that i may be able to practice my mandarin.

dang. that was a lot. Well, just shows all the different things rambling around in my head. So if it looks like i'm not paying attention when i talk to you, sorry.

thank you to all the people who are even thinking of praying for me. I know it's hard to remember to pray for people regularily, but i'm sure God will remind you to pray for me when I need it the most. I will be fasting for 40 days... at least one meal a day. so, please also keep me accountable.