it's so frustrating to have a passion for unity and nobody else having it. It's even more frustrating when you mess up and fall short of that passion and everyone sees it and points their fingers at you... i constantly live in the shadow of that fear.

God, this week has been so frustrating... I come before you and confess i can't do a thing. I've been going about this as if it's all my power, but now i realize unity is something that i or any other man can never bring apart from you. I surrender.

Change my heart and change the hearts of the other leaders to pursue You and see Your vision for community that points towards You.