so here we go again.
Get ready for a roller coaster ride
down into the dips of life.
Sure it'll be dark for a while
But the light will pierce through again
free fall
get ready for your wings to catch the wind

Funny Asian Man


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People need to stop falling in love with eachother. I hate it when people are so flirty that everything else is like a dream. GET A GRIP ON REALITY.

yeah, i'm bitter. forgive me, all you love birds.

it's all falling apart. this can't be happening.

i stayed at home today because i have a viral infection in my intestinal tract. Nothing more to say about that.

hey so go to my xanga:
xanga is stupid

bum bum bum bum bum...

mr. stomach has been acting up today. It feels hungry, yet like throwing up at the same time. didn't go to sixth... slept a lot. stomach still feels a little churny... hoooo boy...

in the meantime... aaaaaaaaaaaaa there's something brewing. but this sickness is getting in the way of me acting on it... well, not like i can't act on it... just it's cut my will in half. Can't let it do that. Satan can eat my poop and drink my throwup.

Here's some prom pictures. I forgot to make them smaller, and now i'm too lazy to make them smaller... so now they're so big that you can see every pimple and pore on my face... which is weird cuz gnat's faces looks unblemished... girls... always making me look un-beautiful :). have fun looking at these pictures. More to come when i have time.

go to my geocities site :

SUPER DANIEL!!!

poop. I use that word too much... i think someone's going to get mad at me someday.

picture stolen from erika. i have some too i will post soon. thanks gnat for going with a loser like daniel. hahaha.

you girls are more beautiful than the poop in my toilet after somebody didn't flush...

(and it's a compliment... you should see all the beautiful shapes and things they made... almost like clouds... okay, so maybe i should have skipped to saying you girls are as beautiful as the clouds.... but then that's lame sounding.... grrr... daniel's bad with compliments- don't be offended)

"...i don't feel like a girl anymore"
-natalie kwong

Resistance has remounted. We can't hide this time. Who will go with me on this charge? It's do or die. The wave of darkness will fall to the tsunami of light. I look in uncertainty at the enormity of the darkness before me. Old nemisis rise again. But this time i won't hide. This time I'm not going to let it slaughter me without a fight. God, you are my sword and my shield. Prepare me for this battle. The enemy's camp has been too quiet for comfort. There's the anxiety of battle in my bones. Oh Spirit, where is the army? Rise up oh you army of dry bones. Rise up. Heal our army from dehydration.

our society has created an army of faceless, invisible, unloved people. You don' t know how horrible it is to be invisible until you are... WHY DO THEY IGNORE ME?? DO THEY EVEN SEE ME??

I feel a stranger in this land.
Where every step the gods command, I breathe.
And children wander fatherless,
Through fields that spent their happiness.
I grieve,
Take them away to a higher place.
Give me a day 'cos I'm losing (face)

And I've never felt so alien.
Yes I've never felt so alien.

I feel danger every day,
With every stone we throw away.
Careful it's falling.
And who will sing a different song?
I hope to God it won't be long.
Believe.
Show me a way to a higher place.
Where is there sunshine on my guilty face?

Yes You are brighter than the sun.
Only your love can make us one.
Jesus you a brighter than the sun.
Only your love.

sick of all these fake people
wearing their masks...
what's it gonna take for them to fall off?

frustration turns to anger which turns to bitterness... God help me.

every time we take our own glory or receive adoration... it's just more of God's mercy... let that just sink in... I just started to understand that

thank you God for this beautiful day...
the wisps of cirrus stir above me
covering the sun,
not blocking, but enhancing its brightness
I'm speechless at your artistry...
wow.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

in such awesome wonder right now...

tear stained eyes
glory scorching down
paralyzed head to toe
a confused stupor-
the epitome of revelation

and none of that matters..
oh ABBA!!!! ABBA!!! I NEED YOU!!! FATHER!

he's gone, Abba... bring him back. Oh, Abba, bring him back... bring him back...

stupid daniel.

well, so what i'll be one quarter behind in english...

POOP.

God, i've cheapened Your grace. How do i rediscover the beauty and the value of it?? i've sold it at a garage sale, and now i regret selling it, knowing i need it...

2/3's done with AP exams. Man it was long. Music Theory AP was the torturingest (yes, i know it's not a word, but AP's have made me very brain deady). It went from 12-7!!!!!!! HOW CRAZY IS THAT??? some people even stayed till like 8 or 9 because of the stupid sight singing in which i lost the tonal area... and blah blah blah blah.

but anyways... i'm happy now. I promise not to talk about academics that much again... (BUT 7 HOURS??? ARE YOU CRAZY???) ahem...

Today i read in my devotions how Jesus rose Lazarus from the dead. I saw that there was fear in the pharisees after... much like fear of God's power in the church today. And what's sad is that even though Christianity was an outright rebellion of the way of the Pharisees... we have become just like them. it's time for fear and regulations to stop ruling us. We live not under the law, but under the authority of God. The ends of the law was death... the ends of the authority and power of God is LIFE. When will the church remember the feeling of LIFE in their grasps??

har har har har har. i love sending too many useless emails. we should do it again.

POOP. boredome that feels like POOP.

Gee wiz, today is cmea. i'm really fat. my neck's too big for my shirt collar. i think it's time to do those neck excercizes... heck, how do you excercize a neck? and am i even spelling excercize right? is it excerise? aaaack i don't know.

daed si darb

We have forgotten what the revolution of love really was.

a new song. my voice was gone when i was recording it. but when i layered it, my voice was healthy, but my guitar strings were broken, so i figure i would just do the layering. if my guitar weren't broken, i'd have redone the whole thing... but who cares. i was bored.

right click on it and click "save as" to dL it.
SUPER SONG